My dad likes Justin Bieber, and My mom respects Lady Gaga...

Oh the joys of being home.

Being home is such a mass of emotion. I love it, and miss school all at the same time. I finally got a job. I know why I didn't have one for so long too. It's amazing what the Lord does when we don't realize it.
We are so lucky to have such a loving Heavenly Father. Since I have been home I have grown in spirituality for sure. I go to church on Sunday, FHE with the singles ward on Monday, Wednesday is mission prep, and Thursday is New Testament Institute. It is so wonderful.
Casey leaves in a few weeks, and it doesn't feel real. I am so happy for her though. I can't even contain my happiness and sadness all at the same time. The happiness definitely out weighs the sadness though.
I have bought new shoes black stilettos, black flats, black work shoes. and Three pairs of jeans. and cardigans... Okay I have gone a little spending crazy!
I miss all my friends. Missions are so wonderful and I love to write them, but sometimes I just want to see them. Or go hang out with them. I miss laughing until my face hurt, and feeling so loved, I miss going to the park and playing soccer, I miss doing weird, crazy things. I miss not caring if I ever did anything else other than sitting in the terrible grass at the park with those boys. It's hard to be left at home. I am so happy for them, don't get me wrong. It's just hard. I have not been able to find anyone as good as my boys. I feel bad for my husband. He has a lot to live up to. Sometimes I just want to find a makeshift replacement group up at school. It is not easy though. I have not found anyone that makes me laugh so much. I think the problem with school is that I don't laugh that much. I'm not as funny, and people around me aren't that funny. I just want funny friends... okay I'm done with this rant.
Katie, my sister, has Bieber Fever. She wants Bieber babies. oh my.
Sometimes I hate work more than anything. It's so monotonous.
I love my home ward. I love everyone there. When I see anyone from it, I get so happy. I went to a birthday dinner last week, and it was so great! A couple ladies from the ward and I sat, ate dinner, and talked (laughed) it was wonderful. I will never be able to replace this wonderful ward. They are truly spectacular.

Being home is so wonderful. I am so glad I have the track I do. Truly a heaven sent from God.

Songs that Describe my life.

So my friend a while ago was like what are some songs that  describe you. So I made some and these 5 were the closest  to my life. I love them. They are great. 

Catch up.

So as of now no job. Oh well, still searching.

Fake job. I teach a reading class. It is way fun and I love it, but I don't get many hours and I need money to live off of next semester.

Weekends. That is the time Casey and I get to play.

• One time we went the worlds largest H&M and worlds largest Forever 21. Then we went and played in the Cosmo. Party. It is so extravagant. 
• Casey and I had an awesome sleepover. Then her friend came and we went on the strip. And pretended to live here. 
• This past weekend Zach came. That was the best thing ever. I played with him for an hour the first night at his house, then the next night Casey, Zach, and I went to the park and talked. I miss him mucho. 
• This weekend, Casey is gone. So my mom and I will play. Hopefully I will have a job.

Mom. Her and I have been spending time together, and it has been so good for me. I can literally feel my self-worth going up, because I have something to do. It is so great. I have missed her a lot. 

Job hunt. I have been hunting for jobs. Literally. I go to the actual places and it is horrifying. I need a freaking job. I am dying of nothing to do. 

Letters. I have gotten letters from Jeff, Andrew, and Matt. I need to write them back. Also Casey and I sent the boys Valentine's Packages. It was awesome, and pretty cheap. Love it. 

Love, 

Rachel.